This piece made me very nostalgic for my long-gone days smoking Marlboro menthols. I was never proud of the habit, but I did love the interesting chats in the smokers’ area, the chance to step out and collect my thoughts, the small decadence of it. Xochitl Gonzalez clearly feels the same way and, as the world lurches from disaster to disaster, she’s now reflecting on what the point of quitting was in the first place. No, you shouldn’t take up smoking again. Yes, you should read this piece.

In those early years, I was a student at an artsy Brooklyn high school in Midwood. We were “teens” in chronology only — we worked jobs, we went clubbing, we rode the subway at all hours of the night. And generally, in varying degrees, we smoked. The serious smokers were committed. You’d find them out in the school courtyard no matter the weather. Often, they were the benevolent suppliers to those of us who merely flirted with the idea of being serious smokers. Happy, if you joined them outside “for a smoke,” to trade a stick of nicotine for some interesting gossip you might have heard. Sometimes, we even smoked with our teachers. Usually, they were from the English department.

More picks on smoking

The Art of Dying

Peter Schjeldahl | The New Yorker | December 16, 2019 | 9,282 words

In this long, kitchen-sink essay, long-time New Yorker writer and art critic Peter Schjeldahl reveals that he is dying of lung cancer. He poignantly looks back at his life and career, and his history as a smoker.

Taking Up Smoking at the End of the World

John Sherman | Longreads | September 15, 2017 | 2,250 words

A personal essay in which John Sherman makes a case for picking up a cigarette habit in his late 20s, despite everything he was ever taught about them.

Off Our Butts: How Smoking Bans Extinguish Solidarity

June Thunderstorm | The Baffler | December 15, 2016 | 2,836 words

An impassioned essay on ways anti-smoking legislation is, and always has been, about social control — bans that target and dehumanize the poor in the name of public health.