“It felt like a homecoming but in retrospect seems more like a goodbye: a last great musical act before leaving that period of my life. It felt romantic, anyway, to record in a barn. We set the drums next to the tractor, tried to coax the chickens into cooing for the microphone, and had a […]
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How to Apply Makeup
“My scars are too deep, too wide, too fucked up to be smoothed over.” So writes Nicole Shawan Junior in this moving, deeply personal essay about their experience with dermatillomania, a cousin of obsessive compulsive disorder. At Smith, these wealthy, mostly white, women make me realize I’m piss poor. I try to believe the American […]
Cracking the Family Codes
A stash of encrypted diaries raises questions about the secrets we carry, and how they are revealed.
Girl Genius
She will grow up and leave me and yet never leave me; she will be mine forever, a being I shaped.
Poets in the Machine
Why does the literary world still hold online writing at arm’s length?
Safety Net
These days, when you work as a librarian in America, there is no lack of emergencies.
Dimes, Dunks, and Devotion: A Basketball Reading List
Seven essays that go beyond the box score.
Beloved Bother
A typo in my great-uncle’s obituary held the key to understanding him.
The Top 5 Longreads of the Week
This week, our editors recommend stories by Carla Ciccone, Lex Pryor, Bhavya Dore, Michelle Cyca, and Casey Lyons.
Galloping Into the Abyss
Andres Beckett dreamed of flying over the crest, down into the long dark track of the Suicide Race.


