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Here Is What Happens When You Cast Lindsay Lohan in Your Movie

Stephen Rodrick | The New York Times Magazine | January 10, 2013 | 31 minutes (7,752 words)

Director Paul Schrader and writer Bret Easton Ellis attempt to make a film with Lindsay Lohan and porn star James Deen—with a budget of $250,000.

Manti Te’o’s Dead Girlfriend, The Most Heartbreaking And Inspirational Story Of The College Football Season, Is A Hoax

Timothy Burke, Jack Dickey | Deadspin | January 16, 2013 | 15 minutes (3,763 words)

A college football star learns about the death of his grandmother and girlfriend on the same day. Inspirational stories from major media outlets follow. But there’s a problem: His girlfriend never existed.

The Price of a Stolen Childhood

Emily Bazelon | The New York Times Magazine | January 24, 2013 | 31 minutes (7,952 words)

Victims of child pornography seek restitution, sometimes from hundreds of separate cases.

Sell Out

Simon Rich | The New Yorker | January 29, 2013 | 20 minutes (18,824 words)

A serialized novella about a pickle maker from the early 1900s who is transported to modern-day Brooklyn.

The Idealist

Justin Peters | Slate | February 8, 2013 | 58 minutes (14,749 words)

Recounting the life and work of Aaron Swartz.

The Shooter

Phil Bronstein | Center for Investigative Reporting, Esquire | February 11, 2013 | 61 minutes (15,479 words)

The man who killed Osama bin Laden leaves the Navy and returns home to an uncertain future.

Bitter Pill: Why Medical Bills Are Killing Us

Steven Brill | Time | February 20, 2013 | 102 minutes (25,502 words)

An investigation into the complicated and costly world of medical billing in the U.S.

The Rape of Petty Officer Blumer

Sabrina Rubin Erdely | Rolling Stone | February 27, 2013 | 28 minutes (7,041 words)

A Navy intelligence analyst reports a rape and finds herself ostracized. She’s not the only one, and the U.S. military still has not taken serious steps to address a culture that condones sex abuse.

Nora Ephron’s Final Act

Jacob Bernstein | New York Times Magazine | March 6, 2013 | 22 minutes (5,681 words)

Nora Ephron’s son Jacob on his mother’s last days, and the play she was working on that helped her understand her own sickness and impending death.

The Informant

Kevin Charles Redmon | Washingtonian | March 8, 2013 | 28 minutes (7,039 words)

A man helps his friends during a killing spree in Southeast Washington D.C., leaving five young people dead. He then decides to testify against them in court.

Ladies’ Night—Circling the Bases on Okinawa

Akemi Johnson | Kyoto Journal | March 19, 2013 | 11 minutes (2,782 words)

The clash of cultures on the Japanese prefecture, where locals interact with thousands of U.S. service members.

The Master

Marc Fisher | The New Yorker | March 26, 2013 | 51 minutes (12,758 words)

At Horace Mann—the prestigious Bronx private school rocked by allegations of sexual abuse from the 1960s into the 1990s—former students recall a pattern of abuse from one eccentric English teacher.

The Meaning of White

Emily Urquhart | Walrus Magazine | March 20, 2013 | 22 minutes (5,690 words)

After her daughter is born with albinism, a mother looks to folklore for meaning and comfort.

The Re-Education of Chris Copeland

Flinder Boyd | SB Nation | April 11, 2013 | 24 minutes (6,198 words)

How Copeland went from European basketball unknown to 29-year-old rookie for the New York Knicks.

The Hell of American Day Care

Jonathan Cohn | The New Republic | April 15, 2013 | 23 minutes (5,884 words)

An investigation into the abysmal state of child care in the United States.

Inside America’s Dirty Wars

Jeremy Scahill | The Nation | April 23, 2013 | 20 minutes (5,050 words)

An investigation of the drone strikes that killed Anwar al-Awlaki and his 16-year-old American-born son, Abdulrahman al-Awlaki.

Schizophrenic. Killer. My Cousin.

Mac McClelland | Mother Jones | April 29, 2013 | 33 minutes (8,317 words)

Deinstitutionalization moved thousands of mentally ill people out of hospitals and into the prison system. States are cutting mental-health funding. A look at America’s mental health care crisis.

Depression, Part Two

Allie Brosh | Hyperbole and a Half | May 9, 2013 | 8 minutes (2,000 words)

An illustrated personal essay on what it feels like to suffer from depression.

Dirty Medicine

Katherine Eban | Fortune | May 15, 2013 | 39 minutes (9,759 words)

The inside story of Ranbaxy, a generic drug maker that committed criminal fraud by fabricating data to win FDA approvals.

‘Children Are Dying’

Alexandra Robbins | Washingtonian | May 22, 2013 | 30 minutes (7,538 words)

Hospitals nationwide are experiencing drug shortages, including critical nutrients needed to keep premature babies and other patients alive. Are drug manufacturers and the FDA both at fault?

In the Crosshairs

Nicholas Schmidle | The New Yorker | May 27, 2013 | 52 minutes (13,235 words)

The story of Chris Kyle, a decorated sniper who wrote a best-selling memoir about his life as a SEAL. Kyle’s attempt to help a troubled veteran ended in tragedy.

Brotherly Love

Jhumpa Lahiri | The New Yorker | June 3, 2013 | 56 minutes (14,192 words)

Two brothers begin to drift apart in India during the late ’60s after one decides to study in the U.S. and the other becomes a Naxalite.

After Newtown shooting, mourning parents enter into the lonely quiet

Eli Saslow | Washington Post | June 9, 2013 | 25 minutes (6,433 words)

Nearly six months after the Sandy Hook Elementary school shooting, the family of one of the victims, 7-year-old Daniel Barden, grapples with what’s next.

Missing Michael Hastings

Ben Smith | BuzzFeed | June 18, 2013 | 8 minutes (2,014 words)

The editor of BuzzFeed remembers a friend, colleague and fearless journalist. Hastings died Tuesday in a car crash in Los Angeles, at age 33.

You Listen to This Man Every Day

Andrew Romano | Newsweek | June 26, 2013 | 21 minutes (5,406 words)

Rick Rubin has produced some of the biggest hits of the past 30 years, from LL Cool J to Black Sabbath. He explains the secret of the creative process.

The Rules of Grieving: They Are Still Boys

John Faherty | Cincinnati Enquirer | June 9, 2013 | 34 minutes (8,504 words)

Grief counselors at Archbishop Moeller High School, an all-boys school, work with teens who have lost loved ones.

‘Why did you shoot me? I was reading a book’

Radley Balko | Salon | July 8, 2013 | 30 minutes (7,500 words)

An excerpt from Radley Balko’s new book Rise of the Warrior Cop, on the militarization of U.S. police forces and the reasons SWAT teams have been able to conduct raids for seemingly minor alleged crimes.

A Life-or-Death Situation

Robin Marantz Henig | The New York Times | July 18, 2013 | 30 minutes (7,557 words)

Margaret Pabst Battin, an expert in bioethics and right-to-die issues, comes to grips with the same questions in her own life, when her husband Brooke Hopkins is in a bicycling accident that leaves him quadriplegic.

The Last Days of Big Law: You can’t imagine the terror when the money dries up

Noam Scheiber | The New Republic | July 22, 2013 | 28 minutes (7,164 words)

The story that will make you reconsider law school. Scheiber goes deep inside a big Chicago law firm, Mayer Brown, to examine the problems plaguing the legal profession—including consolidation, cost-cutting, layoffs, infighting, and further degradation of quality of life.

The Serial Killer Has Second Thoughts: The Confessions of Thomas Quick

Chris Heath | GQ | July 29, 2013 | 43 minutes (10,820 words)

Sture Bergwall, known in Sweden as Thomas Quick, has confessed to more than 30 murders, eight of which resulted in convictions. Heath comes face-to-face with Bergwall as he prepares to make another startling confession.

Taken: The Use and Abuse of Civil Forfeiture

Sarah Stillman | The New Yorker | Aug 5, 2013 | 45 minutes (11405 words)

Now happening in America: Police are using civil forfeiture laws to take money and property from people who haven’t been charged with a crime—and police even allegedly threatened to take their children away if they didn’t comply. In the Texas town of Tenaha, police pulled over drivers and used the roadside seizures to fund an assortment of unrelated items.

Taken: The Coldest Case Ever Solved

Ann O’Neill | CNN | Aug. 12, 2013 | 96 minutes (24,200 words)

In 1957, a 7-year-old girl named Maria Ridulph was kidnapped from her neighborhood in Sycamore, Ill. and later found murdered. No one was convicted of the crime until 55 years later when new evidence, some of it hearsay, was brought into a courtroom before a judge. An investigation into “the nation’s oldest cold case to go to trial.”

Murder by Craigslist

Hanna Rosin | The Atlantic | Aug. 14, 2013 | 39 minutes (9,933 words)

A killer enlists the help of a high school student to target unemployed, middle-aged men by luring them with a job listing on Craigslist.

Rah, Rah, Cheers, Queers

Terry Castle | London Review of Books | Aug. 23, 2013 | 18 minutes (4,517 words)

“I feel dizzy, exalted: recognized.” Terry Castle begins to make peace with her mother and finds joy in the experience of being married in a country where it is finally legal.

The Social Life of Genes

David Dobbs | Pacific Standard | Sept. 3, 2013 | 24 minutes (6,182 words)

How our environment, our sense of support, and our feelings of loneliness can activate or turn off specific genes in our bodies that affect things like how we fight or heal wounds. An examination of the “social science of genetics.”

The Child Exchange

Megan Twohey | Reuters | Sept. 9, 2013 | 91 minutes (22,903 words)

An investigation into America’s underground market for adopted children. Using online forums like Yahoo and Facebook groups, parents often advertise their unwanted children—who have a tendency to have been adopted abroad and have special needs—and give custody rights to strangers in a practice called “private re-homing,” which has little or no government regulation.

19: The True Story of the Yarnell Fire

Kyle Dickman | Outside | Sept. 17, 2013 | 39 minutes (9,851 words)

Kyle Dickman, Outside magazine’s associate editor and a former hotshot firefighter, pieces together the final hours of Prescott, Arizona’s Granite Mountain Hotshots, the elite team of firefighters who battled the Yarnell Hill Fire on June 30, 2013. Nineteen of the crew’s 20 members would perish.

Voice and Hammer

Jeff Sharlet | VQR | Oct. 2, 2013 | 33 minutes (8,283 words)

The story of Harry Belafonte.

Failure is Not an Option

Mimi Swartz | Texas Monthly | Oct. 3, 2013 | 52 minutes (13,126 words)

As head coach for women’s track and field at the University of Texas, Bev Kearney won six NCAA championships and coached athletes who later competed at the Olympics. An affair with a student forced her to resign and her legacy is being tarnished.

20 Minutes at Rucker Park

Flinder Boyd | SB Nation | Oct. 16, 2013 | 31 minutes (7,805 words)

Thomas “TJ” Webster Jr. is a 24-year-old kid from Sacramento who quit his job as a janitor at a Greyhound bus station for a chance to drive across country and play basketball at Harlem’s legendary Rucker Park.

Now We Are Five

David Sedaris | The New Yorker | Oct. 21, 2013 | 17 minutes (4,277 words)

David Sedaris and his family gather at a beach house in North Carolina, for the first time since his sister’s suicide.

The Girl in the Closet

Scott Farwell | The Dallas Morning News | Oct. 21, 2013 | 78 minutes (19,583 words)

The story of Lauren Kavanaugh, who was locked up, starved and tortured for six years by her birth mother and stepfather when she was barely two years old. Kavanaugh, now 20, is still figuring out how to live on.

The A-Team Killings

Matthieu Aikins | Rolling Stone | Nov. 6, 2013 | 33 minutes (8,309 words)

Did U.S. Special Forces commit war crimes in Afghanistan? Matthieu Aikins investigates the discovery of 10 missing Afghan villagers who had been buried outside a U.S. base. Officials say a translator was solely responsible, but he and other witnesses say there’s more to the story.

Thanksgiving in Mongolia

Ariel Levy | The New Yorker | Nov. 11, 2013 | 15 minutes (3,906 words)

Ariel Levy’s devastating personal essay on losing her baby.

The Dream Boat

Luke Mogelson | The New York Times | Nov. 16, 2013 | 40 minutes (10,160 words)

Mogelson and photographer Joel Van Houdt go undercover on a boat taking refugees from Indonesia to Christmas Island in Australian territory. They find a desperate situation, and disbelief from refugees that the place they are trying to reach is not what they hope it will be.

Animals Were Harmed

Gary Baum | The Hollywood Reporter | Nov. 26, 2013 | 28 minutes (7,075 words)

An investigation reveals that the “No Animals Were Harmed” credit at the end of movies has come to mean almost nothing, and the American Humane Association has faced complaints about its lack of oversight.

The Big Sleep

Ian Parker | The New Yorker | Dec. 2, 2013 | 42 minutes (10,598 words)

With suvorexant, Merck thinks it has created a better sleeping pill—one that could supplant Ambien as the drug of choice for insomniacs. But getting it to market is a long slog, and then there’s the question of dosage.