There Is Just One Problem with Feeling Alive

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“Sophie stood on the gravel path, thinking. She tried to think extra hard about being alive so as to forget that she would not be alive forever. But it was impossible. As soon as she concentrated on being alive now, the thought of dying also came into her mind. The same thing happened the other way around: only by conjuring up an intense feeling of one day being dead could she appreciate how terribly good it was to be alive. It was like two sides of a coin that she kept turning over and over. And the bigger and clearer one side of the coin became, the bigger and clearer the other side became too.

“You can’t experience being alive without realizing that you have to die, she thought. But it’s just as impossible to realize you have to die without thinking how incredibly amazing it is to be alive.”

Sophie’s World by Jostein Gaarder, which follows Sophie Amundsen, a teenager living in Norway, as she begins to open her mind to philosophy and the history of the world’s most famous thinkers. Read more fiction in the Longreads Archive.

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